I have righteous anger!! It takes everything I’ve got not to rant when I hear about how “safe” abortion is and how there are no risks or complications or that I am mentally ill for FINALLY realizing my daughter was KILLED in my abortion and I deeply regret it!
I am angry that I was freaking LIED to at the clinic and was so desperate I couldn’t think straight. I am angry that I was yelled at there and treated so rudely. I am angry that I was ever there that day!
I am angry that proaborts want to silence me, ridicule me, and trivialize my experience.
I am angry that my grief is dismissed time and time again as though I am some lunatic grieving a "bunch of cells."
I am angry that telling my abortion story is looked upon as “having an agenda” while a woman saying she has never given a whit about her abortion is just being “honest.”
I am angry that so many that claim to be prolife continue to regard me as a slut who couldn’t keep her legs closed! OR that I should have known better and I got what I paid for!
BUT God continually helps me keep my wits about me and try to communicate even when it falls on deaf ears. He knows my heart. How can I keep silent??!!
I pray that God continue to provide opportunities for me to share my story of abortion and healing. If you are so inclined to donate and support what God is doing in my life I would appreciate it! Thank you so much!
All personal poetry and letters written to my daughter Aubrey are the intellectual property of Carla Stream. They cannot be used or plagairized by anyone else.